Coach Robin said somthing today.. i know he didn't mean to demoralise me... he was just stating the fact and i knew it too... with my current form, i'm just simply too slow to compete with the rest... i know that i haven't reach my peak yet... and seriously.. 3mths is just too short... i'm not feeling very positive at this moment.. no matter what, i'll still give my best effort and see what i can do within the next few mths.. i really need more time to train and rest.. and i'm thinking of not taking part in 70.3 HIM... all i need is to do lots of speed work and not just endurance training which i need if i'm taking part in 70.3... SigH!~~ ARgH!!!