Not a way to start......

A Bad paper.. had my 1st paper today.. before the paper i was telling my friends tt i was feeling very nervous.. i don't know y.. the last time i had this kind of feeling was way back when i took my O lvl.. i just have this kind of bad feeling today mins before the exam.. and it felt suckS..

1st hr was ok.. everything went smoothly even though i couldn't balance my b/s i straight away jumped to next Q.. after which i felt a little "urgent".. was looking arn.. and the toilets at either end were too far.. could not afford to waste any time.. moreover i was stuck right in the middle.. either way would be equally far.. after another 30mins, i felt that my bladder is going to burst.. yes!! the cold environment squeezed my bladder so badly tt i couldn't even concentrate.. after which everything was screwed up.. and it proved to be disastrous.!! misread the Qs, spending too much time on 5marks Qs(which i must admit that they were tough)... and everything went awfully wrong.. i skipped a 20marks Qs cos i was thinking too much..mind wasn't cleared.. and yes.. my small "water bag" definitely affected my decision!! now i think back abt the Q.. it wasn't difficult at all.. just that they phrase it differently as compared to past yr exam.. Argh!! cos i'm not sure wat the Qs was asking.. so i decided to do the 5marks Qs instead.. and those Qs seem to worth more than 5marks.. in the end.. i lost 25marks.. all thanks to inefficient of time management, wrong strategy + decision and ofcos my super duper weak "container"... ARGH!!!!!!!!! Overall it's a tricky but passable paper i guess and i hope.. but for those who r totally new to this subject would probably be praying tt they won't fail.. i must admit.. it wasn't an easy paper... =(

Despite keep telling my friends not to leave any Qs empty, i myself left out 25marks blank..!! However, i'm still quite confident tt i'm able to pass this paper.. but who would only aim for a pass? At this level, it's all abt getting gd grades.. although i dun aim for super high scores (cos i only set out realistic target).. but i still hope to attain an acceptable grade.. a pass is definitely below my expectation.. Now i'm still blaming myself for not going to the toilet during today exam!!! waha.. sounds lame.. ok should be regret instead of blaming.. hahaha.. anyway if only the exam was held in sch, i believed i would have completed this paper.. alright no point dwelling... shall look forward to the next paper.. will shift my run to sunday.. cos tmr i'm not in the mood for running.. i'm in the mood for revision!! yes..!! time to wake up... no room for mistakes and regret.. i would rather spend 24hrs on revison and failed in an exam than failing it without putting in any effort..

After today experience, i have learned 2 MAJOR lessons..
No 1. NV Hold ur bladder during a paper.. it will affect u greatly!! (tested and proven by me)
No 2. DO Not drink any water 3hrs b4 ur paper..

Hmm.. went airport and had my dinner.. after that walked arn T3 trying to find where is Popeyes.. but couldn't find it.. hmm.. this is strange.. is T3 really tt big? erm.. yes it's really big!! or maybe Popeyes is too small.. wahaha..

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